I have walked multiple paths in this life. I have been deceived and I have been exalted. I know what it is like to fall, and I know what it is like to be disciplined. I must hold to my own truth. There are many ways. There are many paths that lead up the mountain. I did a ceremony once where I tried to take one path all the way to the top of the mountain. I did it till I could see the top. It was less than a hundred yards away, yet there was no path that got me to the peak. I went up half way, came back down and went all the way around it in a circle. Finally I had to jut walk on the rocks and make my own path to the peak.
Then what does one have to do when they reach the top of the mountain, they have to come back down and be amongst the people. Often we are told we must be obedient to God, I agree that my will and Gods will want to become one. Yet often the rules of God are actually the rules of man. Or at lest mans interpretation of what God said. I must live from my own understanding. As I move from one assemblage point to the next, me now being in Six, my understanding changes with each one. What worked before no longer works. I must remain true to who I am in the moment, regardless of what the illusion of the outside world is trying to tell me.
Shaun Gamache