Faith is standing at the edge of the abyss, not being able to see the bottom and God asks you to jump, and you do.
In the universe there are many ways of being. There are many doors to walk through. Wen we choose one path we see one way. There are paths out there that try to use fear to keep you on that one path. A fear of sin. A fear of going to hell. A fear of loosing one’s mind or life.
I have walked multiple paths in this life. I have been deceived and I have been exalted. I know what it is like to fall, and I know what it is like to be disciplined. I must hold to my own truth. There are many ways. There are many paths that lead up the mountain. I did a ceremony once where I tried to take one path all the way to the top of the mountain. I did it till I could see the top. It was less than a hundred yards away, yet there was no path that got me to the peak. I went up half way, came back down and went all the way around it in a circle. Finally I had to jut walk on the rocks and make my own path to the peak.
Then what does one have to do when they reach the top of the mountain, they have to come back down and be amongst the people. Often we are told we must be obedient to God, I agree that my will and Gods will want to become one. Yet often the rules of God are actually the rules of man. Or at lest mans interpretation of what God said. I must live from my own understanding. As I move from one assemblage point to the next, me now being in Six, my understanding changes with each one. What worked before no longer works. I must remain true to who I am in the moment, regardless of what the illusion of the outside world is trying to tell me.
Everything is about energy. As we go on seek our energy as an exchange for what they give us. Even interactions that we have with an inorganic being requires and exchange of energy. I don’t know if healing really exists in this place. You receive healing in our program is changed, so we get to experience the renewed state of being within ourselves that done work to change. This change was done because we exerted energy, and that energy was then used to create a healing in us. The excess energy is kept by the beings that do the work as an exchange. Any energy left over after is considered a debt and must be paid back. That then becomes our karma. I have found that if I leave the path to go to another one the healing that I received is taken away in my challenge is given back to me. So I have not actually healed myself, it was actually only an exchange of energy. So I don’t fulfil energy exchange agreement with the path, any benefits that I receive get revoked.
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