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I look into my universe
I see love, I see pain,
I see expansion into the everything
Do I want to know where I stop
 
I plant the seed, grow the tree
The fruit becomes plump and moist
But how do I eat the fruit
I just look and stair
 
The wondrous universe
I look and cry
Labotamized for my survival
I am a spider in it’s hole
 
I dream the world
But how do I live it
How do I make it so
Trapped in my version of law
 
I screamed let me be free
Then pleaded for it to be shown to me
The paradox entraps me in the matrix
Must I double to create two worlds
 
To have no pity in this hopelessness
And in the next moment seeing a horizon
I am going blind
Yet learning a new way to see
The world is pushing me away
Yet I am finding a new one
God, let me see the brilliance of who you are
It is then I might find me
 
Shaun Gamache