Shaun Gamache - Blog

Legends

5/12/2021

I look into the world, I see a shadow of who I once was. It is different now. I pinpoint of light in the sky that gets bigger and bigger. I constantly struggle to see it. Drifting, Drifting, riding the waves of my mind and the cosmos. I am moving forward, although it feels so delicate. Small moves. To learn to control the dream. I need to feel again. To feel my space. If I can feel it I can transmute it. To live like a legend. What does that look like. To live like royalty. Connect to my roots. The Kings Of The Franks and the Kings Of Troy. What is the legacy that gets passed down. I need to live up to who I am. I am an artist. I am a mystic. I am a sorcerer. What does that make me in this world.
Shaun

October 07th, 2020

10/7/2020

I have been working more abstract lately

April 10th, 2019

4/10/2019

To see into myself
To nurture myslef
to love myself
to give to myself

lightning surging threw my body
to activate
to heal
to awaken

I am God
yet I give away the God complex
to be humle
the dragon bowing, breathing fire

Shaun Gamache

Why do I draw

1/20/2019

I draw to see myself. I look at my personality and see the different ways that others see me through my art. Especially my faces that I draw. They are automatic paintings. I used to draw and paint beings from other worlds. Now they are becoming more human like. The mental illness still shows through on the work. Often that is what the viewer finds disturbing about them. The automatic drawings that I do are very different from the ones I would do at a life drawing session. It is more about letting my hand move freely creating the image. Many of the faces are different. I do see myself in them. It is a measure of how much I have healed.

worm hole

3/19/2018

I ran into the field. I could sense the gate. I ran threw it and everything turned black. I was running in nothingness. I continued to move my legs as I didn’t know what else to do. After about two minutes I saw tree branches wizing by my head. More and more. Then the ground appeared. I was back in the woods. I had exited the wormhole. It was quite the experience.

making it in the world

3/18/2018

Hold the one point. Intent is everthing. Be diligent inyour thinking. Manifest with thougjt and feeling. Be it. Then let it go and keep actualizing.

June 23rd, 2017

6/23/2017

I am working on Carlos Castanada's first gate of dreaming. Being able to transition from the awake dream in to the asleep dream consciously. I can see my hands no problem. I can look at objects fairly easy. I can even kill any dream imposter that enters my dreams and try to screw with me. However I still go unconciouse when I first fall asleep. I wake up in the dream but canot seem to make that transition. I have tried holding my toung to the roof of my head as I sleep but find this too intense energetically. I can not fall asleep while doing it. So on I go. I have epic two hour dreams on a regular basis now but cannot make the transition at the beginning. I also feel in the dreams now. So when I take a hit I feel it and at times it impact my physical body as well. I think all this is awesome. There is much work I can do for this planet in the dreamtime and in my meditations.

June 12th, 2017

6/12/2017

I was told tonight to stop child substance shielding the shit out of everything. What does that mean. It means stop being so emotional and childish about how I am dealing with my world. I was wanting my buttons to come up so I could eradicate them. I was a mess. went manic for two weeks. One giant rev. Get some spirit shields in front so I can be more in the now. I can be unattached and erase my personal history at the same time. If you want to know more about the shields read Song Of The Deer.
Shaun Gamache

Walk Again

10/22/2016

Trust in God, everything else can be a deception
in this how do I experience
in the chaos, riding the wave
of the real and unreal I ask you
What is the difference
to perceive or not perceive
slain by my karmic patterns
I get up from the dead
and walk again

Shaun Gamache

Ground

10/22/2016

What is love
it is the everything
can it be one thing
then where am I All of these vibrations of the one love
not all of them comfortable
must be bearable
yet undefinable Formlessness, where is the I Am
This holographic image computer I call
my physical body and surrounding energy
I am the universe
yet I am one point When the dream and physical reality become one
I am lost in my mind
yet that is where my one point is
where there is no ground

Shaun Gamache