They ask me, "what am I good for", they say "who Cares". Is this the shedding of the Ego. To no longer have an attachment to what I am doing so that I can be of service to Thy Fathers Will. To be of service with no regard to myself. Yet I am still doing art and doing things I enjoy.
Or is it the opposition to how I am choosing for the sake of their being an opposition. I choose Gods side, I choose the right, so the opposite side must be presented to oppose my actions. That is the whole premise of how the Gospel works. We are presented with a temptation and we must resist. Yet, in just Being, where is the resistance. A non attached state of being. Oppositions float by, observed, yet not bought into. The enemy has no Power. Could I say that I have no power, but instead it is the we have power as Gods will acts threw me as his hands in this place. I wonder if it can be done in any other way than just being.
What then is a desire in this state of being. I don't think I am there yet. There are things that I want to do and things that I am guided to do by the spirit, and a lot of the time they intermix. I do think the spirit lets me do what is true in my heart of what I desire. The truest of true. And in fact helps me do it. Yet to have no earthly desires, but only those of Heaven. How does that function here. We can go to the cave and meditate our whole lives and gain an inner peace that is of the utmost profound of Heaven. But who then can take that peace and maintain it in the world with everyone else and all the distractions trying to pull us into the drama of the Human Condition. That is the test. This is a sign of being a master. To BE Gods presence here all the time. I do believe I am God experiencing itself being a human being as Shaun. I believe God does this with everything in existence.

The metaphysical elements of the pieces are unresolved on a physical level. It requires the mind to resolve it. Here the physical level is also unresolved which also allows the mind to resolve the parts that are not complete. Making scribbles into a complete picture that speaks to the psyche of the person resolving the piece.

I traverse into the inner world. I see dancing women wearing native dresses. Do I walk on a path of healing, or am I healed already by t he blessed oil anointed upon my head. I still ask the questions, can I do more than one thing, or is it only one thing I can do. Different paths seem to be at war with each other. A battle for souls. Where do I stand in the middle of the chaotic wave. I stand on Gods side, but what does that really mean. To stand on the side of God, of Creator, the mind that is this place we call the physical world. How can all these creators be at war with each other. Can it be all the same thing, or are they all different. "to worship no other God but me", yet each say that their God is Thee God. Are they the same or are they different. The books translated by men are different, yet are they all the word of God. When I am asked to know a book is of God, am I then saying that all other books are not of God. I have never herd that said. I have herd of the Devils church. Is that the church of this physical plain as all things physical being under the rein of the Devil. Is it that only then heavenly things are not of the Devil. Yet we have no actual knowledge of it, only to have faith. Does that mean we live with our mind on some made up world we are suppost to have faith in. I say this because there is no factual proof of it in the terms of Science. So can anyone say what they want as there is no proof.

I think we pick one to make it easier on ourselves. If we are visited by an angel or some other being, do we call that God or the Devil. How can we know exactly which one it is. We say the Holy Ghost will tell us of truth. Yet the Godhead is made up of many angels in all their different offices. Or we can think of one supreme source that burns in our busome, yet how do we get knowledge from that. It can come from knowing, yet I have learned my knowing can be deceived. My thought are mostly not my own. In who or what am I putting my faith and how can I KNOW where it is coming from. A feeling can deceive. They say another cannot impersonate the Holy Ghost, yet If I am talking to thirty or more beings how do I know which one is the Holy Ghost.