June 23rd, 2017
I am working on Carlos Castanada's first gate of dreaming. Being able to transition from the awake dream in to the asleep dream consciously. I can see my hands no problem. I can look at objects fairly easy. I can even kill any dream imposter that enters my dreams and try to screw with me. However I still go unconciouse when I first fall asleep. I wake up in the dream but canot seem to make that transition. I have tried holding my toung to the roof of my head as I sleep but find this too intense energetically. I can not fall asleep while doing it. So on I go. I have epic two hour dreams on a regular basis now but cannot make the transition at the beginning. I also feel in the dreams now. So when I take a hit I feel it and at times it impact my physical body as well. I think all this is awesome. There is much work I can do for this planet in the dreamtime and in my meditations.
June 12th, 2017
I was told tonight to stop child substance shielding the shit out of everything. What does that mean. It means stop being so emotional and childish about how I am dealing with my world. I was wanting my buttons to come up so I could eradicate them. I was a mess. went manic for two weeks. One giant rev. Get some spirit shields in front so I can be more in the now. I can be unattached and erase my personal history at the same time. If you want to know more about the shields read Song Of The Deer.
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