They ask me, "what am I good for", they say "who Cares". Is this the shedding of the Ego. To no longer have an attachment to what I am doing so that I can be of service to Thy Fathers Will. To be of service with no regard to myself. Yet I am still doing art and doing things I enjoy.
Or is it the opposition to how I am choosing for the sake of their being an opposition. I choose Gods side, I choose the right, so the opposite side must be presented to oppose my actions. That is the whole premise of how the Gospel works. We are presented with a temptation and we must resist. Yet, in just Being, where is the resistance. A non attached state of being. Oppositions float by, observed, yet not bought into. The enemy has no Power. Could I say that I have no power, but instead it is the we have power as Gods will acts threw me as his hands in this place. I wonder if it can be done in any other way than just being.
What then is a desire in this state of being. I don't think I am there yet. There are things that I want to do and things that I am guided to do by the spirit, and a lot of the time they intermix. I do think the spirit lets me do what is true in my heart of what I desire. The truest of true. And in fact helps me do it. Yet to have no earthly desires, but only those of Heaven. How does that function here. We can go to the cave and meditate our whole lives and gain an inner peace that is of the utmost profound of Heaven. But who then can take that peace and maintain it in the world with everyone else and all the distractions trying to pull us into the drama of the Human Condition. That is the test. This is a sign of being a master. To BE Gods presence here all the time. I do believe I am God experiencing itself being a human being as Shaun. I believe God does this with everything in existence.
Or is it the opposition to how I am choosing for the sake of their being an opposition. I choose Gods side, I choose the right, so the opposite side must be presented to oppose my actions. That is the whole premise of how the Gospel works. We are presented with a temptation and we must resist. Yet, in just Being, where is the resistance. A non attached state of being. Oppositions float by, observed, yet not bought into. The enemy has no Power. Could I say that I have no power, but instead it is the we have power as Gods will acts threw me as his hands in this place. I wonder if it can be done in any other way than just being.
What then is a desire in this state of being. I don't think I am there yet. There are things that I want to do and things that I am guided to do by the spirit, and a lot of the time they intermix. I do think the spirit lets me do what is true in my heart of what I desire. The truest of true. And in fact helps me do it. Yet to have no earthly desires, but only those of Heaven. How does that function here. We can go to the cave and meditate our whole lives and gain an inner peace that is of the utmost profound of Heaven. But who then can take that peace and maintain it in the world with everyone else and all the distractions trying to pull us into the drama of the Human Condition. That is the test. This is a sign of being a master. To BE Gods presence here all the time. I do believe I am God experiencing itself being a human being as Shaun. I believe God does this with everything in existence.
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