I’ve always been connected to the spirit. Even As a child. I would do meditation with my mother, exploring the heavens and the cosmos in my mind. I had many gifts as a child growing up. I could discern the spirit, I could see the spin on a baseball as I hit it. I had physical master’s youth. However I didn’t discern between what was good and bad around me. I had very little judgment the world. It was then that the adversary deceived me. It sent women of power into my life to teach me what it was like to be powerful. I was able to play with spirits, and explore realms that few knew existed. But everything that I experienced, had its source in the dark. I asked the dark side for enlightenment, sending me spiraling into an experience of psychosis, panic attacks, and many horrors to make me stronger. I remember one of the women in my life told me I was supposed ask it all to stop, that I was too strong for my own good. I never did ask the Enlightenment to stop. It is still my journey. I studied shamanism, rosicrucianism, and with teachers that were in my life. I took it to realms of awakening that few on this planet get to experience. There was a dark sorceress that made me believe I was better than I was. She made me believe I was a God. It was then that I asked my apprentice guide locked in a perception that was healthy. I was brought off my pedestal. I crashed and burned in hit bottom. I made a discernment that I had to go for the light and what was good in the world. I had to create judgment. I could no longer commit the sin of omission. It was then that the Holy Ghost spoke to me and commanded me to join the Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day Saints. Slowly all of my gifts were taken away and I was left to be a muggle. He was here I learned meekness instead of power. I got the phone number for the missionaries and told them I wanted to meet. When I saw them I said I wanted to be baptized. Those three weeks were very supernatural, the adversary throwing all of the dark that it could at me that I was able to experience. Every night I thought I was going to die. The day of the baptism feeling came over me that I would be drowned in the water. I told God that it would be better to be dead and be baptized. I was willing to give up my life for it. It was then that the Holy Ghost came into my heart and peace came over me. As I came out of the water I was clean.
all is illusion, yet what is the point of perceiving. To build up our character, to fancy our fantasies. What we see is subjective. Waves of possibilities become particles of manifestation by our merely observing it. What is objective. What comes from the senses? Even that is what is perceived subjectively by the mind. By consciousness itself perceiving itself perceiving itself. Sorcerers commit their lives to being able to see the objective world. Yet what is objective accept the probability wave before it is observed. So how can we observe something without observing it. Without having an infinite number of possibilities becoming one thing that we can make sense of according to all our filters in this incarnation. Is it illusion, it is God looking at him/her self.
Shaun Gamache Story of my Baptism.
Pareidolia is a psychological phenomenon involving a vague and random stimulus being perceived as significant. Common examples include seeing images of animals or faces in clouds, the man in the moon, and hearing hidden messages on records played in reverse. Pareidolia is a type of apophenia (unmotivated seeing of connections). Carl Sagan hypothesized that as a survival technique, human beings are “hard-wired” from birth to identify the human face. Many want to go to ascention. To become light and ascend to a higher dimemsion. We have come here to experience the physical. Many tried to tell me that the goal was to no longer be physical. To m now is simply a spiritual perception. To resurect is to gain mastery over the physical world. To graduate from this world we must master this. In my church, the mormon church, to be physical and to have a physical body is the whole point. In fact we want to by physical for eternity in the church. Is it a choice point of wether we ascend, weather we resurect, or continue the reincarnation cycle I have been told many different storie about what we want to achieve. I now have chosen the plan of salvation. So I set my goalss there. What are we here on earth for if it is not to master having a spirital focus with physical mastery. Eventually in the eternities to becomu like Gods. To be like Christ. Some of the masters have resurrected, some ascended. I have even herd that Mother Mary also ascended to heaven. Those is Salem asended to heven. Is it that we have to choose, and where are the deceptions and how is this process twisted from the true teachings of a divine plan.
We need to have our line firmly anchored in the Rock, which is the spirit, which is our heavenly father and the trinity. I pray for our young people, the young adults that we can overcome the need to blow ourselves up. To shoot each other. Can we grow up as a planet, as a human race. Our trials can be amazing, they don't have to be a living hell.
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